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2004-02-02 - 2:28 a.m.

don't you remember? there never were any i love yous. it was you calling. when you were alone. talk to me for over an hour. you always had to have an excuse to call. you don't have one anymore. our paths have spread, but the fork's not too far back. i think i could make it. can you? would you? no more blackmail chance. do what you will with the pictures. and it all comes down. to a hidden kiss. the first is the last. an exhibitionist display. full frontal window display. waving your gun under my face. trying to resist. never could. barriers broken down. built back up. broken down. i can't build them anymore. broken dam. broken damn. the water is coming. to see if i'll wash away. or find a safe place. somewhere dry. warm. sometimes i miss the sun. sometimes. but i always miss the grey sky. always miss the rain. always miss you....