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Sunday, Apr. 25, 2004 - 10:49 p.m.

i felt off all day today. started wondering if i ever really feel on. there must be a switch somewhere with my name on it. flip it. see what happens. watch me stumble. watch me fall.

my little sister's getting married. this july. on maui. i already talked to him about going with me. he sounds excited. i'm not sure if it's really a good idea. but hawaii was meant for romance. and i don't want to go it alone. i've never handled weddings well. platinum and emeralds. that's my dream. i'm sticking to it. he would give it to me. but i stay. an arms-length away. and i don't know why. maybe i'm just waiting. for something more. something more.

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